EPISODE 25: The Vision Thing
In this seemingly tangential podcast, I further explain the use of the sensory tune-up game, and talk about how every game we play has both diagnostic and therapeutic properties. I speak a little bit of the history of Vision Therapy, the improvement of eyesight without corrective lenses, tell my own story of recent radical vision improvement, and offer up a method for those living in a similar context as myself; i.e. improving their health, changing their lifestyle, gaining self-clarity.
Of course all this relates to Evan Gardner’s “learning how to learn game” methodology in a wonderful way. I hope you’ll listen on in; whether you have 20/20 vision, or very blurry vision, you can still learn to continuously improve the clarity of your vision so that one day they may call you “hawkeye”!
March 16th, 2009 at 8:50 am
Hey Willem
Thanks for this. I have a similar history of late-onset myopia and only started wearing glasses toward the end of my teens. Funny you should mention inner city schools, as I was also struggling with a similarly disorienting ‘transplant’ to the one you describe - from posher, more middle-class suburban surroundings to decidedly meaner streets - at the time, and I eventually recognised that, along with the physical ‘disorder’, on a different level I needed these little squares of glass, or something, any barrier to hide behind in everyday social interactions. So it delighted me to hear that somebody else understands this as a valid, storied reaction to unavoidable circumstances - our bodies self-preserving by dulling sight to things that cause us great pain to see.
I think there’s a whole topic of ‘rewilding eyesight’ in here. The Wikepedia article on myopia comes with this tantalising paragraph:
… and links to an old BBC article where we hear that:
As well as benefits possibly linked to the Paleo diet (and, having managed to wean myself off milk, I still eat way too much white bread and other grain-based produce), I’ve found that fox-walking also profoundly affects the way I look at things: without the *clump* *clump* *clump* of heels going down and sending shockwaves all up the body it seems my eyes don’t have to put a renewed effort after every footfall to readjust their focus. This leaves them free to wander in a way that allows a steadier kind of attention on my surroundings. It’s like I can look at an object and feel it pull me forward towards it on a constant, steady thread of curiosity and through layers of progressive satisfaction before spotting the next thing down the trail: a whole new way of being drawn through the landscape. Perhaps this could tell us something more about how to relate to that landscape so we don’t turn it into something from which we have to forever avert our gaze (and something about how this sorry, sensorially deprived state of affairs came about in the first place…)
This stuff excites me. Your idea of a journey from Myopic to Hawk-eye reminds me of something I got from reading one of Ran’s old essays - that we, as members of a culture that has purposefully forgotten everything about what it’s like to be a human being, have the delicious opportunity to relearn - in full consciousness and from the ground up - all the wonderful potentialities of our species: like replaying our own evolution!
Right, that’s enough for now. Off into the hills with me - England’s skies haven’t looked so blue in a long time
Ian
March 16th, 2009 at 9:18 am
Thanks for the wonderful comment Ian - great links!
I mentioned in the podcast, that this particular vision training method probably best served those with a similar lifestyle to mine, for the exact reasons you mention; diet plays a role, stress plays a role, following your heart plays a role, actually wanting to see plays a role.
I don’t think I mentioned in the podcast - I’ve also seen a connection between a willingness to grieve wounds on my part (tears), and the ability of my eyes to recover from chronic dryness (lack of tears). Everything seems connected, working this muscle works that muscle over there, bringing back unexpected gifts of ability, capacity, strength.
All in all, an exhilarating, terrifying, life-affirming adventure. Nice to have your company! Say high to those blue English skies for me.
p.s. I used to have a myspace headline which read “America’s Foremost Indoorsman”. Funny to see your “rugged indoorsman” moniker! Too cool.
March 16th, 2009 at 2:47 pm
No problem
Interesting. I’ve been saving the Big Grief Project for a while now, and still have a strong tendency to power through my wounds, sometimes without even acknowledging them until after (a large, weepy blister still on the palm of my hand a week after somewhat overenthusiastic use of a digging stick attests to this…) ‘Dry eyes’ was my first complaint to the optometrist back in the day, not ‘blurred vision’ or ‘lack of focus’. Maybe I was trying to tell him that I’d not been able to cry since around the age of 12. But the message didn’t get across: grief doesn’t sell prescription lenses!
Haha - nice coincidence. I’m getting the feeling it’s time to move on from that though - narrows down my options a bit, doncherknow
Wilco on the skies, though they’d clouded up a bit by the time I got round to posting that.
cheers
Ian
March 19th, 2009 at 10:11 pm
Nice one! I enjoyed it, it’s inspiring me to get back into exploring vision improvement.
A couple of things.
I think the looking-through-eyelashes thing runs on the same principle as pinhole glasses: it cuts out extraneous light rays to make the image that much sharper. I used to do the same thing by making a pinhole with my almost-closed fist.
“What are the limits of human vision?” Dr. Bates reported a girl who was able to see the moons of Jupiter with her naked eye! But when confronted with a school subject she hated (I think it was math), she became myopic.
March 20th, 2009 at 9:46 am
I agree with your lashes/pinhole theory; non-muscular glare reduction rocks, however one does it. Squinting, however, blows chunks. Bad stuff.
A toast to seeing the moons of Jupiter, in the not too far off future! Exciting. It still makes me laugh; as the Tradition Chinese Medicine types say:
Long life to the eyeballs!
March 20th, 2009 at 8:25 pm
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May 7th, 2009 at 4:00 pm
has anyone had any contact with Brian S. recently? I was an acquaitance of his back in MN.
May 9th, 2009 at 1:31 am
jeffro:
You know, last I heard about him, things didn’t sound so good - that from several years back, though. I hope his circumstances turned around. In the meanwhile, if I hear something new, I’ll post it here. He definitely played a huge role in making my vision improvement possible.
Thanks again Brian, wherever you find yourself.
May 10th, 2009 at 2:19 am
Glad to hear about your vision improvement. I helped with the initial marketing materials. Last time he contacted me was from the MT state system. Interesting thread you have here.
November 3rd, 2010 at 10:46 pm
I thought I would add this address for his fan mail:
Brian Severson
Guest ID #44383
Crossroad Correctional Facility
50 Crossroads Drive
Shelby, MT 59474
November 6th, 2010 at 2:02 pm
Thanks so much Robert. His Vision Training program substantially contributed to my rapidly improving vision that I’m experiencing today.
yrs,
Willem
December 19th, 2010 at 7:48 pm
“I hope his circumstances turned around. In the meanwhile, if I hear something new, I’ll post it here. He definitely played a huge role in making my vision improvement possible.”
You can more about this?
December 20th, 2010 at 9:44 am
Perpaymos,
It’s just that I ran across his little booklet on Vision improvement, and it had a couple of core ideas that kept me trying to make it work. At the time, his method didn’t work at all for me, but now looking back, finally having real improvements in my vision, I can see that he made me aware of a perceptual phenomenon that is really important. He named it an “autofocus”.
Any time one’s vision, even for a moment, clears up, even partially, that’s an “autofocus”. The goal is to make this happen as often as possible, whatever you have to do. I used to think I was imagining it when my vision cleared up for a split second. Now I know better, as my clearing-ups stretch to 30 seconds and beyond.
Due credit and thanks to Brian.
January 26th, 2011 at 12:29 pm
I inquired about the new Vision freedom website as it was a lot of my Uncle Brians information and everything looked off.. Here is what I got back in response.. Very upset that someone is stealing my Uncle’s information.. Read the below thread of emails.. Definely something is not right with this website.
On Fri, 1/21/11, fitch712@aol.com wrote:
From: fitch712@aol.com
Subject: Question
To: visionfreedom2020@yahoo.com
Date: Friday, January 21, 2011, 12:02 PM
Is this based out of Montana?
From: VisionFreedom
To: fitch712
Sent: Tue, Jan 25, 2011 8:13 am
Subject: Re: Question
Mr. William Carter is the author of the Vision Freedom report that you saw referenced on the web-site. Mr. Carter has successfully restored his vision using the approach he illustrates in his report. He lives and works in northern California. Although he strives to maintain
privacy for his family, Mr. Carter will answer questions addressed directly to him at this e-mail address. I handle all other correspondence at this same address.
Victor, Montana is apparently the location of the previous owner of this URL - a man by the name of Brian Severson. I can not speak authoritatively regarding Mr. Severson. It does seem that he was the “owner” of this URL http://www.visionfreedom.com many years ago and apparently there are still some internet references to him. We have had other inquiries about him. Although I can’t be sure, a google search seems to indicate that he may be in prison. Read the following link but realize that I do not know for sure if this is the same man. However, this man does have the same name and live in the same town in Montana as the Brian Severson that previously had this web site. My guess is that prison is the reason he no longer has a web site.
http://www.missoulanews.com/index.cfm?do=article.details&id=C38AB4BC-2BF4-55D0-F1FE72E17E86D971
There is NO CONNECTION between the two men.
Regards,
Claire
VisionFreedom.com
On Tue, 1/25/11, fitch712@aol.com wrote:
From: fitch712@aol.com
Subject: Re: Question
To: visionfreedom2020@yahoo.com
Date: Tuesday, January 25, 2011, 9:35 AM
Hmmmm.
All i asked was if this was based out of Montana, but thank you for the information.. It’s funny though how someone with the same website as my Uncle Brian has similar information..But there is NO connection between the two.? It’s like his company and all of his information was stolen from him under his nose..
—–Original Message—–
From: VisionFreedom
To: fitch712
Sent: Tue, Jan 25, 2011 4:23 pm
Subject: Re: Question
Nothing was stolen from anyone. Fuck you.
January 26th, 2011 at 2:56 pm
Wow what a jerk!
I can’t believe this guy. What else has he pilfered?
January 26th, 2011 at 4:22 pm
Lindsey,
First and foremost: that’s pretty childish behavior coming from the current Vision Freedom folks.
Secondly, as far as them have possibly stolen Brian’s work, in my humble opinion (and for what it’s worth), even though it seems you have to buy something from them in order to know exactly what they offer, but on the basis of the sales pitch on their website, it doesn’t seem much like Brian’s work.
I still have his revision no. 24 Vision Freedom (”corrective vision through exercise”) book from 1996 (yes!), and it’s full of very thorough material that’s specific and technical, about the function of the eye, different eyesight impairments, and so on. The new owners of visionfreedom.com seem to have a different emphasis, more motivational, and to focus on issues that Brian didn’t cover so much, such as diet. And I don’t see one reference on their website to the coolest (in my humble opinion) element in Brian’s book, the “autofocus” phenomenon.
So, perhaps they’re just folks in the same field doing something similar? The grassroots-eyesight-therapy field. Haha. It seems unlikely, I know, but honestly I’ve seen a lot of books on eyesight therapy, and I feel I’d recognize Brian’s work if I someone had stolen it.
In any case Lindsey, I’m glad you’re sticking up for your Uncle. I’m never getting rid of the cool little booklet he made, that’s for sure!
February 23rd, 2011 at 6:25 pm
I have Brian’s little booklet from the 1990’s along with the three (3) pairs or plus lenses that came with it. As much as I tried, I was never able to get my eyes to auto clear the text. I too questioned the owners of the site visionfreedom.com some time ago because I thought I was corresponding with Brian. I asked about Brian because the phone number on the booklet was not working. I got the same boiler plate reply indicating he was in prison.
Anyway, so I ordered Mr. Carter’s material for $25 and have followed his suggestions as outlined in his material. I have progressed from 20/200 (L) and 20/140 (R) to 20/40 in each eye. The program has been fantastic in so many ways. I’m healthy, slim … my blood pressure and cholesterol are both down.
@ Lindsey: I can tell you for sure that there is nothing here that is stolen from Brian. Clearly Brian’s domain expired and some new folks picked it up. This happens every day. Their response to your email seems unprofessional but from my reading of your email transcript, your email to them had a very obvious accusatory undertone which seems unwarranted.
March 4th, 2011 at 3:33 pm
Thanks for telling us about this, Chip. It sounds like you’ve gotten some great results!
My eyesight is steadily improving but it is definitely not measured on a matter of weeks, or even months - in the end I think it will have taken two years to get my natural vision back.
It’s so surprising to me that this has been such a popular subject on this blog - but I suppose it makes sense - it’s hard to find someone without any eyes.